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(3 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) A semi pleasing Yesterday [02 Dec 2008|12:48pm] [ music | "Crosseyed"- The Morning Benders ]

(4 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) no letting go, no holding on [25 Jun 2008|12:35am] [ music | Belle & Sebastian ] it disappoints me to see the lack of use on my livejournal throughout senior year. I guess that just goes to show how hectic my last year of high school was. now that Summer is finally here, I've been riding my bike A LOT more. <3

(5 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) Epic Eighteenth [24 Jun 2008|05:14pm] Happy Birthday, Pepe! he turned 18 on Sunday. I suprised him with a picnic in Santa Cruz, and dinner and movie in Emeryville. All in the same day! I packed homemade tuna sandwhiches, Circus Animals cookies, Pik Niks, Juice Squeeze, and I baked him red velvet cupcakes. We got free wristbands to ride all the rides, $10 of tokens for arcade spent all on House of the Dead, Old photobooth pictures, Pizza My Heart, Churros at Rubio's, watched Baby Mama at AMC Bay St. Spoiled brat. ( In the warm California Sun )

Clementine: This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon. [18 Jun 2008|06:04pm] baby come save me, I'm going crazy without you steal me away, these nights just ain't the same you can watch me wisely but I'll turn on a dime you can try and surprise me but I've made up my mind and you've known the whole time I want you beside me or we can weight our lines here let it drown us, drag us down tangled in fear that it won't come around that we've lost what we'd found neither of us freer Joel: I know. Clementine: What do we do? Joel: Enjoy it.

[17 Jun 2008|06:18pm] I can tell by the way my Dad speaks to me he thinks I'm a failure. how can I ever get him to believe in me? high school is over. free education is over. grade school is over. I'm graduated. community college isn't bad at all. I tell myself to strive for high goals, but I'm afraid it won't fall through. there are so many things I would love to pursure, how would that happen? tomorrow is a start. tomorrow I will go to the city library and try to find some kind of fix to work there. you have no idea how much I'd love to invest my time working at the library.

(2 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) fiyah, fiyah, fiyah [29 Nov 2007|08:08pm] [ music | The Blood Brothers ] I got my senior portraits the other day. at the studio when I picked them out, I remember not liking all 12 of them, or however the many mac took. I guess I'm content with the turnout. maybe it just hella threw me off that you could see by belt and jeans in the picture! ahah. I hate how the ends of my hair curled though. that pissed me off. the biggest deal was my hair. everyone mentioned that it was hella straight and not messy and big like it always is. hahaha. and for some odd reason, I look thuper chinky. like,,,, normally than I usually do. and I really regret getting the drape. I wish I got white feathers instead. I just didn't know I could. in addition to recieving my senior portraits, I also have gauges now! clizzaire gave them too me. she said they were size 14s, but since filipe put them in for me, he said that they looked bigger than that. they hurt so much! I'm sucha babygirl. but shit, you try gauges. he was twisting them into my ear which felt ridiculous! ugh. he said that putting them in that way felt much better than just jabbing them through. he's changing his gauges too. he skips hella sizes which, I believe it ridiculous. also, I have been listening to the Blood Brothers a lot recently. I've had in my posession, their albums for quite awhile now, but decided just this week to start listening to them. I really like them and was thinking about how it would be awesome to see them live or something rather, but only yesterday, I found out that they broke up! ugh. it's like test icicles all over again. I haven't updated in so long I forgot to mention that I am in the winter school play! I am more than thrilled to be participating. there are exactly three plays and I am in two of them. one, I play a small part of a "confused girl" named amber, and in the other, I have a thuper thuper long soliloquy. the madness! life is great!, chumtimes.

(3 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) HALLOWEEN EXTRAVAGANZA [05 Nov 2007|07:51pm] [ music | A Place to Bury Strangers ] I successfully made my Halloween costume. I was hesitant at making it myself because I was afraid I would end up looking like a Christmas elf! however, that didn't happen. I even made the hat! I'm sooooooo proud. my Halloween consisted of a foggy morning with my principal telling me I was a leprechaun, a field trip to Wardlaw elementary school to read Halloween stories to first graders, dancing endelessly to Architecture in Helsinki, getting swooped up by Charisse, Claire, and Tina, then trick or treating down Eagle Ridge= popping Cliff's halloween virginity, seeing PATRICK CALILUNG because he was cheeling with mycl, drove to Hiddenbrooke for some Halloween party, went to sleep Halloween bustedddd

wild tigers I have known; secrets lie within [22 Sep 2007|11:06pm] [ music | Grizzly Bear ]

(17 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) very eventful Summer [07 Aug 2007|09:12pm] [ music | CSS ] europe was extraordinary. as much I as dreaded going, I probably enjoyed myself the most out of all my family members. one day, I hope to become a resident of Paris. and summer hasn't been going to waste since I have arrived. the next nite after I arrived, Cliff, Drew and Patric visited me. Santa Cruz dreams have been fufilled and my darling L.A. bound cousins are to visit the bay next week. oh! and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs are coming back to San Francisco! I'm overly excited for that. they're coming on my first day of school, though. luckily, I somehow talked my dad into letting me go to that show and the Arctic Monkeys on sept. 27. liiiiiiiiiife's great, except for that fact that I'm probably never going to recieve a driver's license. my dad is the only one that allows me to practice driving and honestly he hasn't been doing a good job in keeping up with the times. my permit expires on the 25th and I'm hoping to PASS my license test on the 14th. I don't think I am going to pass though. I really haven't practice much. out of 50 hours, I've probably practiced only 6. =/ I'm trying so hard. I hate that driving is a necessity here in California. I would much rather ride a bike, or take bart... but no... I wouldn't really be able to live. ( summer, So far )

(5 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [28 Jun 2007|10:23pm] [ music | Animal Collective ] I wasn't expecting to get a response to my last journal entry, but whoever did, I appreciate the gesture because it made me realize that I'm over analyzing things. I forgot about JC's. I planned on going to one, it just seems that whatever or whoever surrounds you influences you most. however, I was oblivious to the fact that transferring could be a great thing. both my sisters went to JC's and like I said, they're doin it big. but let's not compare and contrast. I'm over it. I'm not gonna worry about it that much...... as of right now. my departure to Europe is on Monday. I'm taking advantage breathing California air because I'm gonna be in a whole other country for precisely a month. don't get me wrong, I guess I'm excited to explore new things, I just get homesick easily. I went to the Philippines for a shorter amount of time (3 weeks) and I wanted to go home after the first week. the schedule is London-->Paris-->Rome-->Paris-->London. I guess I'll see what all the hullabaloo is about since mi madre visits every summer.

(5 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [22 Jun 2007|03:21am] I am currently a student and an effortless way to put things is that high school is an agonizing process. just thinking about life after high school brings anguish and anxiety, cluttering my mind with distasteful thoughts. what on earth do I major in? and what school do I consider following up that major? I scored horribly on my SAT's due to the fact that the only time I devoted my time to study was the night before (1310/2400 and I'm going to study my ass off to score higher this october!) and honestly, I do not get A's very often (mostly B's and C's a couple A's here and there). besides the pressure of school alone, my group of friends happen to be some of the smartest kids in school. sometimes I feel like I don't measure up to their intelligence because I don't get immeasurably great grades like they do. they're on top of things and they're capable of carrying out such excellent achievments, I wish I can push myself just as hard to do so. I admit, I get jealous when they talk about grades and test scores because I'd kill to have the score that they think is horrible, you know?  I just want to make my parents proud because competition rises between my sisters and I. my sisters are so unbelieveably sucessful and I don't want my parents' happiness to come to a hault when they find out that I am utterly lost in life. do all teenagers go through this unpleasant phase? is this a sick cry for help? I just need to be slapped with realization and wake the fck up! I'm not getting any younger and I am an upcoming high school senior. I have an innumerable amount of dreams and ideas, but will I ever succeed? I need to learn how to push myself farther into life because frankly, this simplicity just isn't cutting it.  but for now, I believe all I can do is luxuriate in this summer vacation and start thinking about all of this again when school comes around.....

(6 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [21 Jun 2007|06:17pm] my goal, 1000 to make a wish,

(8 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [31 May 2007|03:24pm] my SAT's are this Saturday and I'm probably gonna die of shock in the midst of reading one of the questions. meaning: I did not study or prepare for this AT ALL. ): on a lighter note, BFD 2007 in next Saturday (June 9th) and I'm overly excited. (:

(1 cmnt | ___!@$&*?) [22 May 2007|11:04pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | I'm Shinin- The Pack ] my irregular sleeping pattern in most likely incurable. It is also interfering with my school work. I don't like it! I need to be able to go back to sleeping around 10ish PM and waking up around 6ish! I missed school today because I slept around 1AM last nite. I have no will power to wake up when I know someone else is responsible for me being on time. I wish I had the singing voice of Jenny Lewis. I've been listening to her a lot more recently and she sings amaazing. she inspires me to make music, however I'm clueless to the instructions of instruments as well as the right keys in singing. A girl could only dream. and I've decided that I want to look exactly like Ashley Olsen looks in this photo for my Senior Prom 2008: (the hair, the crown, the makeup and the gorgeous dress. but I think the crown gets me the most in this picture)

(8 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [19 May 2007|06:54pm] [ music | monterey pop festival ♥♥ ] I need to get my priorities straight and STOP. WASTING. TIME. ): ...on a lighter note. it was spirit week and I forreal love my friends. we were hippies on blast from the past day, mk? mun- nerd day toos- glam day wens- jersey day thurrz- blast from the past day fry- class colours day

(1 cmnt | ___!@$&*?) O Valencia! [19 Apr 2007|03:11pm] if you rescue me, I'll be your friend forever.... if you rescue me, I'll never have to be alone again let me into your world... ....all the things we could do in the rain, let me in your bed, I'll keep you warm in winter,

(4 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [22 Mar 2007|04:57pm] 3/21: what my birthDAY consisted of... (this weekend is gonna be CRACKIN' !! [[[[[: )

(7 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [19 Mar 2007|10:08pm] [ music | the Arcade Fire ] 3/16: happy birthday to my bf, bff.

(22 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) an update on my life through pictures. [10 Feb 2007|08:05pm] [ music | cold war kids ] last weekend was the best weekend EVER. getting *smashed and spending it with boyffffffff HELLYEAH! I need more weekends like that. KRISPEY KREME HEART SHAPED DONUTS<3 & lastly, ( things I'm saving $$$ for / things I want for my birthday ---MARCH 21 )

(2 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [23 Jan 2007|07:47pm] my dad got his SLR fixed and I've been using it a lot lately. I'm so broke that I've only developed one roll of film and this is the turn out. the camera's soooooo old. you can tell by just looking at the pictures.

(11 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) new year's, awwwwwwwwwww yee [02 Jan 2007|12:47pm] resolutions - striaght A's - stop fighting with boyf/ stop YELLING at him - read all the books on my list! (invisible monsters, perks of being a wallflower, the bell jar, the lastest gossip girl, necklace of kisses, high fidelity, the wasteland, ETC!) - more shows than last year - I need need need to get my license this year although, I wish I was with them! Liana's a sweetie for sending this to me

(5 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) BABIE$ [27 Dec 2006|10:14pm] [ music | PROMISE- CIARA ] ( BREAK, SO FAR )

(4 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [09 Dec 2006|10:18pm] NSSN was fun, for the most part. line up: Silversun Pickups the Shins the Raconteurs Modest Mouse the Killers we were front row and we thought we were heeeeeeeeeeeeela late. I'll post pictures from nssn and the panic show some other time. I'm about to watch you, me & dupree.

(___!@$&*?) [01 Dec 2006|04:08pm] I love this boy so much, here's one of the 3958035 reasons why:

(4 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [30 Nov 2006|07:00pm] I make some straaaange noises when I stretch. it's the most wonderful time of the year! we did secret santa and I got erica. I doubt she's ever gonna read this because I barely talk to her. hellamoded does secret santa differently, however it is VERY useful if you don't know what to get the person. not only did we write our names upon the papers, but we aldo wrote sizes, colors and 3 things we want. I got a new camera and I'm HEELA HOPPY! but it's like now that I have one, I'm not realling taking advantage of it. it's been a really ugly week for me. I mean, everything's fine it's just that I've been dressing ugly and having bad hair days. what's wrong with me? ahaha. I'm such material girl, get OVER it , tata!

(2 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) STUFF YA BELLIES TODAY!<3 [23 Nov 2006|01:13pm] thankful, because some people have it worse than you think you have it

(2 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) watch, watch, watch [15 Nov 2006|09:19pm] bob Dylan; it's really cute.. & very clever

(3 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) FIREWORKS [05 Nov 2006|11:00pm] [ music | Fade Into You- Mazzy Star ] my dad has been extremely melancholic all day because his girlf went back to the philippines. I'm obesessed with "fireworks" pictures because of Cliff Magno. "there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will... so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future..."

BRING THE RIOT! [01 Nov 2006|04:07pm] [ music | EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY ] I hella wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!! On November 11, 2006 attendees will flock to the 10,500-seat historic Bill Graham Civic Auditorium in San Francisco to witness the most cohesive representation of cutting edge music, fashion, and art in the nation. The Bill Graham Civic Auditorium has hosted some of the most legendary artists in history, from Elvis Presley to The Grateful Dead and Madonna, and it doesn't stop there. We've formulated a seamless bill with leading artists and talents to make BE THE RIOTTT! the very best of its kind. Bill Graham Civic Center 99 Grove Street San Francisco, CA 94102

(39 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) not a? [13 Oct 2006|11:05pm] I saw this on another journal and I thought the turn out was amazing, lemme try tell me something in Anonymous form. ANYTHING love, Lauren

(14 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) run run run [21 Sep 2006|05:13pm] I'm getting fat. I need to fix this dilemma before it gets out of hand. I don't understand why food has to be so tempting?

(7 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [02 Sep 2006|09:46pm] [ music | Animal Collective ] "you" & "me"

(7 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [31 Aug 2006|03:38pm] [ music | Maps ] P.S. hoppy hoppy birthday Mycl Belen!!!!

(8 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [23 Aug 2006|04:35pm] I'm sorry, but I'm simply could not resist! I like him a lot ♥ and I gave him this haircut and I believe I did a really good job. his hair was the first haircut I've ever done on anyone, besides myself. bang cuts don't count. oh look! we were going for this haircut:

[23 Aug 2006|03:39pm]

(13 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [03 Aug 2006|03:21am] [ music | the Velvet Underground ] Monster House was such an excellent movie. ♥♥

(11 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [24 Jul 2006|01:28am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Black Sabbath / FM 107.7 the Bone ] I sit here at 1:28 AM, bored on a summer night wishing that I would get a phone call. and to yesterday, happy birthday Claire, darling. and the day before that, congratulations to my dearest Mother and her new husband. To the newlyweds! (Cheers). they had their wedding on the hottest day of the summer.

(5 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) hey Sugar, take a walk on the wild side [10 Jul 2006|10:35pm] [ music | 'Sweet Jane'- Lou Reed ] Dear Summer, despite all the downers that you have given me so far, I love you! Love, Lauren

(23 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) Meet Me In The City [22 Jun 2006|03:47pm] [ music | the Black Keys ] "Imagine yourself already there." I have a mini crush on someone who is impossible for me to be with. Yet he's not a celebrity, he's just out of my reach ...literally speaking. ( be your own pet ) How is everyone's summer so far? (c) Cliff Magno

(7 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) BFD 2006 [11 Jun 2006|02:40pm] I had so much fckn fun at BFD! (: I took these from kristine &ashley. front row for YYYs again! bolded the ones I saw. The Main Stage AFI (10:30 PM) The Strokes (9:30 PM) Franz Ferdinand (8:25 PM) HIM (7:35 PM) Echo & The Bunnymen (6:35 PM) Every Move A Picture (6:00 PM) DJ Mike Relm between Main Stage sets The Bud Light Festival Stage Yeah Yeah Yeahs (5:00 PM) Yellowcard (4:20 PM) Panic! At The Disco (3:40 PM) She Wants Revenge (3:00 PM) Thursday (2:25 PM) Wolfmother (1:50 PM) Anti-Flag (1:20 PM) Hard Fi (12:50 PM) The Sounds (12:20 PM) OKGO (11:55 AM) The Hush Sound (11:30 AM) The Local Stage Street To Nowhere (3:20 PM) Birdmonster (2:40 PM) The Herms (2:00 PM) Push To Talk (1:20 PM) Two Seconds (12:40 PM) Dear Kerosene (12 Noon) tell me if you went!

(20 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [23 May 2006|04:54pm] ( spirit week )

(6 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [15 May 2006|06:54pm] hoppy shweet shixteenth birthday, Ashley love. ( aaah!shley + lalalauren )

[14 May 2006|01:42pm] happy Mother's day! thanks for everything, mama!

(3 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [11 May 2006|10:02pm] there are exactly 22 doors in my house. & I'm very excited for prom.

(11 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [03 May 2006|09:59pm] ask me anything. I'm open to almost all questions. ( lay, lady, lay )

(9 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) [30 Apr 2006|09:24pm] ( show my bones )

(4 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) "holy shit San Fransisco, I didn't even know.." [25 Mar 2006|09:12pm] ( concourse,san francisco mar. 24- the strokes )

(9 cmnts | ___!@$&*?) turn into [21 Mar 2006|10:58pm]   3/21; hoppy shweeeeet 16th biiiirthday to me,

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